some random shit to get off my chest

it seems than the more I have to do , the less I know what to do, and the more tired I get, presumably from stressing about all the things I have to do. And here's the shit of it. I'll never get to the things I want to do , unless I finish the things I have to do. Or is it better to take care of my own needs first? Well that's just it, my own needs are the things I need to do also.... ugh.. guess like most things in life, i just need to learn to balance all of these things. I also have a hard time prioritizing. Just a few flaws to point out. I don't like to dwell on this kind of stuff, think that is partially why i put it here. Jesus , what a fucking Whiner I am...reading back.... what the fuck am I writing about here?