apples to apples

when you cut an apple in half,
there is this side and that side
but the core is always the core.

When you take the core out and discard it
you are only left with pieces of an apple.

the pieces taste good, but if you leave them
with out a core for long, they turn brown and decay

the apple no longer tastes good

cloudin in ma 'ead

I see everything in a green tint, I'm looking through infected mucus
it burns my eyes if I don't hold them still. the glands have all fallen to the wayward.
I'm now alone in my own dark tunnels. the sticky thickness of the walls and floor
make it very difficult to move, and quite difficult and to concentrate.

the focal of this sickness is just off center my nose and below my right eye
though its tenticular veins coarse throughout the majority of the western hemisphere
of my skull. the focus is a dark burnt brown spot, almost like a hovering bruise.
it floats above my face but I cannot look around it. much like those spot you see
when you've looked into the sun.
this must be the encompassing symptom of well being damage.... a floating spot, a target.

This is the early stage, I am just starting to have the notion that I could drill into my skull
just to the inside of where my cheek bone begins, and squeeze out the infection.
like a pimple. then I too will be well.

I'ts 9:00am

it's an A.K. kinda day